As my third decade of life approaches I got a much needed wake up call. I have always lived in fear of what others thought of me which caused a major shut down in my personal growth.
The morning of my 28th birthday I woke up with my love lying next to me and I realized I wanted to wake up next to him for the rest of my life. In order to achieve that I knew some MAJOR life changes had to be done.
That set me on the path of self discovery. I find myself unemployed and frankly my life decisions have made me unemployable. I am a firm believer that all my mistakes and decisions have placed me where I deserve to be. I have the opportunity to be different to be better to finally try things I would not dare try before.
Which brings us all here to my blog. I have always enjoyed writing but never imagined I would have the courage to publicly write about myself and the lessons life has thought me. I am trying to be a better person to myself and those that love me. I’m on a journey to hold myself accountable, do some self-improvement, and ultimately be successful doing something I truly love.
I am starting to break free from the weight of holding the self-destruct button down. Fighting my inner demons clearing the path from a life time of debilitating episodes of depression.
I have an amazing guy in my life that has decided to stick by me even when it has gotten terrifyingly bad. He loves me even though I have a lot of personal issues that I need work on. We have grown a lot this first half of 2018. We almost “broke up” for good in April. Next thing we knew we started to talk about a future together.
I need to find stability and self-love what better way to do that than to write about my thoughts through this journey as much as possible. I don’t want to forget how hopeless and lost I felt up to this point in my life.
Lastly, I hope someone finds the words about my journey relatible/helpful most importantly entertaining. Leave me a comment about anything I would like to get to know you all!
If you got this far YOU ARE AMAZING!
I AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR BEING A PART OF THIS AMAZING BLOGGERSVILLE COMMUNITY!
Learning How to Live 